hey,
It's been a while since i last blogged so i thought i'd better write one.
well since i last wrote a blog my good will has seriously deteriorated and my mood has been becoming steadily worse:
*on wednesday night i was on the sofa with my horrendous leg cramps and my stomach bug.
*on thursday night i was in hospital because i couldn't walk, i was in alot of pain.
* on firday i could walk again but i had to go to work which made my leg hurt
* on saturday i gave sara a stomach bg and she gave me a cold (air born infections obviously)
* on sunday i met joes friends and then relalised something i wish i hadn't
* and finally monday i realised im not a valued member of any group, or atleast it doesnt feel like it, and i have been all my life, so now i feel kinda low and upset and no-one seams to understand where i'm coming from. it's nearly chirstmas and i havnt even got a solid group of a friends that i could rejoice with, i'm something i never wanted to be - a drifter.
goodbye,
katie-jane x
Monday, December 13, 2004
im not feeling too fab
Posted by Katie at 7:50 PM
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2 comments:
There's a poem by Anne Morrow Lindbergh that says something like (and I'm paraphrasing here), "We are all islands, but in a common sea".
There's nothing wrong with being a drifter, m'dear... it's all the rest of us are. Why not just drift with us?
You had a group in the 'mosher' corner in high school, you have Linzie, Nick, Carys and Dom you go down to Waterfoot with. There your groups. You've always been in one. Of course though, I don't know you, you've lied to me remember cause you never wanted to reveal the true you to me so what the fuck do I know Kate?
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