never try to be nice to people

hello,

never ever try to be nice to anybody, don't even try to end things nicley because it goes wrong and you will end up bitter and twisted. God im gonna scream! i don't beleive this i can't acctually beleive this, i thought that she was low but never low enough to publish what i wrote to her! she just made me realise that i definatly made the right dessicion, like kim said to me, 'the grass is greener on the other side, it's just getting over the fence' she's right. the grass will be greener, if i get over this bloody fence.

ok on a lighter note, we have left school for study leave and i have four exams, im really nerveous, and that person doing that doesn't help at all! i have exams in psychology and english language on tuesday the 11th and exams in media studies and english lit on monday the 17th so i better go revise soon.i went to get my boots off linzie and i was really upset last night, things were getting to me so i wrote her a really long letter on stuff that was getting to me, and i gave her the letter today. me and dad had a big fight this morning, i can't do anything right, ever! we had an argument becasue i used too much sandwhich meat, and because he accused me of eating his bacon and leaving my plate in the living room when it was mum! the moose, dad i mean, not mum, he jut stresses at me all the time, allways, it's like he has pmt or something, and it's always petty stuff like a bowl being in the living room, or my shoes being in my room not the porch. well it's 1:55 pm and so far i havnt done much except sat alone in my bedroom eating a really bad cheese sandwhich, so i better go and revise or tidy or something.

ok gonna go now, love ya all, sorry if this isn't 'proof read' sara.


kj x