'I'm begging you please, cure this disease'

I'm sure that's what he'd be saying, if he had the energy to string together a sentance.

I went to visit my uncle Ernie tonight, Who is in hospital, and not very well. He couldn't remember me, He kept asking my dad why i hadn't been to see him and couldn't understand when my dad pointed at me, he just said 'that isn't katie'. It was horrbile, he can't hear properly, can bearly talk, is covered in wires and tubes and things. He's meant to be going into a home soon, and people keep telling me he's fine and will be ok for atleast another month. Still doesn't change it, still doesn't make it better. Why did i even have to go! Ok now i am just sat here moping and crying and being miserable, I just want him back the way he was, i thought he was getting better. If this is better i would have hated to see him when he was worse.

I am so upset right now.