Looks

I had planned to blog about something, but i forgot because i feel rubbish.

I just feel ugly and fat and horrible, why can't i look like the other gorgeous people that i am surrounded by, i can't even look nice in normal clothes let alone when i try and make an effort when i go out. The othre girls all look pretty in a skirt and a nice top and something pretty and nice, i look frumpy sat in the corner in fat girl clothes, a shirt and some baggy jeans. I just feel so inadequate, i don't match up, i never look nice, ever.

I try and make an effort but the truth is it is getting to the stage where i just want to sit in my room because i feel that shit when i go out and have to be compared to these pretty perfect people, which is, pretty much the entire population except me!

I'm just so un-attractive. I just want to be pretty, but i guess it's live with it, or die with it. I guess they're bad options really.