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I am generally a quiet, timid person, or so i have been lead to beleive, but i am *weird*

I am weird and quiet compared to a lot of people, passive almost. Mr Adam's words were:

'I can't figure Katie out, she's a great student, a pleasure to teach,she says very little but writes essays that are of degree standard. She looks like she always has something else on her mind but always gets it right'.

This made my complete idiot of a father burst out laughing. and say 'Katie's not quiet, and she definatly doesn't think and rarely gets it right'. Thankfully Mr Adams took it as a joke.

And now it's all my fault that i am 'stupid', 'can't go to the uni i want to' and 'aren't doing proper subjects' (all quotes from my mother) 'Disapointed', 'We don't have high standards Katie, and you're not even meeting them', 'Do you plan on going to uni? Because we're not letting you with those grades' were some of the others.

So i have gone from being a quiet almost good student to being told it is my own fault that i am to stupid to go to a top 50 university and not have to go to one 500 miles away from the person i love the most in the world.

No i didn't bother to remind them that i am on and A and 2 C's because it just wouldn't be good enough for them, would it?

You know what? I can't figure out if i hate them or myself more.