My day

My blogs havn't been too delightful recently, i am aware of this.

This is for two reasons;

1) Relationship problems because i am a moron, I made a big mistake and jepordised everything, the most important thing in my life, because of stupid paranoia. I hope he knows i am sorry and i hope i am making it up to him, i am trying real hard.

2) My cousin Estyn was in a car accident. He was hit by a car on his lane, i found out when i came home from Nick's on saturday night, my grandad (who was up seeing the sale of Ernie's house over, and acctually lives in wales with his wife Nora, and her son and grandkids Estyn, Evian, Sarah and Larea) was sat on the couch and told me that Nora had rang and said he'd been hit by a car on the farm road and it was quite bad. But when i rang tonight they said he's doing OK, he's awake and doing well, He's having surgery tomorrow to get the stones out of the gash in his leg, that've healed in. Once that's fixed he's having surgery on his knee cap, which got a little bit crushed. He's on the mend but is still in a bad way. I'm allowed to ring him between 7 and 8 but grandad said to leave it a few days because of operations and things he's not really up to it. I hope he's ok, i can't wait to see him.

Well, today has been good, got more leavers book enteries and had a few crappy dull lessons. Also i have asked Mrs Boswell about the teachers fancy dress theme for the last day, she won't tell me what it is but she said i'll be safe to be a doctor. Then i came home and made a shepards pie and it's in the oven at the moment. Me and my parents keep arguing, it sucks.

I hope everything sorts itself out, i could use some stability back, I guess i only have myself to blame.

Katie x