Scream your heart out.

Between their arguing and unfairness and blaming me for everything i am growing to hate them.

Money got stolen out of my dad's wallet tonight, and yes i may be slightly drunk, but i'd remember stealing money. Which i never did. I came home from work, argued about it and then decided to get out the house fast before someone swung at me. So i went to pub, had a few drinks and got an angry phone call off of my mother in which i shouted fuck off to her down the phone loudly, it may have been out of order but i don't take kindly to being told i'm a theif, again. I didn't touch their damn money. Anyway i came home and well, to put it blunty, whacked my dad when he started having a go at me. It wasn't hard i just can't take anymore of these accusations. I don't want to live at this god forsaken hell hole anymore. I can't take being called a theif when i've done nothing wrong. After the angry phone call at the pub i cried all over Oliver and then him, Joe and Kim walked me home.

No i havn't had a lot to drink before anyone puts it down to the booze.

I am seriously fed up.

I just wanna get out now. I'm going to go and drink some hard whiskey and maybe set fire to something, or scream.

And money, they still give jess her £15 monthly money, and pay for her contract phone, and she had a job. Charlie gets swiming and football lessons amounting to £20. Do you know what i've gotten these two years? diddly squat! Not even when i've been struggling. I have to pay to take my brother shopping tomorrow, how is that fair? I'm fed up of scraping all i can together to have a life i enjoy. I still owe Nick £30. I feel like all i am doing is raking up debt and money problems, and i havn't even gone to uni yet. I'm trying to enjoy myself in my young years but between financial things and what not i just can't, it's rediculous, I hate it! I fucking hate it!

This is what I thought, I thought you’d need me.
This is what I thought, so think me naive.
I'd promise you a heart, you'd promise to keep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.
Kiss my eyes and lay me to...sleep.