'I know when he's been on your mind, that distant look is in your eyes'

Hello,

Last night i rang Nick, we spoke for a while about nothing, pretty much. It was like being friends, and that is what i want.

But, i came home this morning and went to my bedroom and everywhere i turned there was stuff related to him. So i put it all in a box and tried to put the box away, but i couldn't, So i left it on my bed. In it there are letters saying that he loves me and how he thinks i am perfect, Then the stuff like well 'does he still' goes through your mind.

Last night's phone call showed me that we make good friends, better than good, we are perfect for being friends, i mean he is and was my best friend. Just a shame we didn't work out as boyfriend and girlfriend because i do love him to bits, completely.

Just takes time.