I will find a fitting title.... When i find a fitting feeling.

I don't know why i am writing this blog. I guess it's to outline how i feel.

I feel, alone, dead, isolated, stressed, singled out and lonely.

Let me tell you a story.....

When Jessica and Jimmy broke up, I got made to do all her chores, they gave her more money than they were already giving her and took a lot out on me.

Now, i forgave her that because of her circumstance, it was a terrible position to be in, surely i'd only get the same treatment if i was ever broken up with. WRONG!

My parents FORGOT! that me and Nick had broken up, yes that's right, forgot. They gave me all Jessia's chores while she was stopping at Jimmy's and have stopped paying for half my driving lessons, which they made me do!

Now i REALLY REALLY need to get out of this place for a little while, but i have no money, and so can't. I go to my mother for a loan of £20 and she says no. I ask why, she said she has no money. 2 days later i find out she has paid Jessica's £180 plane fare to go to see Jimmy in spain. I understand she wants to see him, I mean yeah she's gonna miss him. But does that mean that all my needs go out the window too? I am their daughter too. You wouldn't think it.

I feel alone. Really alone. And if i could get out of here to spend some time at my nana's to get my head sorted it would do me the world of good, but it doesn't really matter to anyone.

Ever have one of those days were everything hits you all at once? Yeah, well, i do.