It's been a day of lessons.
Lesson One:Even if your boss's name is Costa, never take the mick out of it. He's scottish and scary and glares.
Lesson Two: Parents are the most unbeleivable hypocrits.
Lesson Three: Grief doesn't get any easier. The loss of certain things doesn't get any easier. It just gets harder, so hard that you want to run off a tall building just to escape that sinking feeling in your heart because for a fortnight now i've not been without it. I've given up wanting to be ok.
Lesson Four: Telling your best friend how much fun your weekend away is gonna be makes them want to come with you, so I am going to birmingham with my Kimmy.
I would make this a friendly goodbye, but i'm not feeling very friendly.
Bye.
Thursday, July 13, 2006
She's looking for a pretty boy to protect her from herself
Posted by Katie at 3:52 PM
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Lesson one: he's called Costa! he deserves it...I mean come on, there's so much potential in that name, it would be a travesty not to shamelessly make jokes at his expense, just look the other way when doing it.
Lesson two: that's what parents do hunny, but it does sound like your parents are about as bad for it as I can think of any being.
Lesson three: This one I can field. It is probably the hardest thing to get over, especially when you see them all the time. I was a little lucky I guess, moving back here, made things easier. Although when I say easier, in no sense of the word do I mean easy. I had my nights where I thought it wasn't worth it, thought I should just pack it all in. I had nights where I didn't sleep for screaming and crying into my pillow. Read my blog, it's peppered with them, I'm maybe still recovering a little right now. All I can say is persevere. That's the rubbish answer I know, but there is no better one. There's no quick fix to overcoming it and moving on, it just takes time. But you'll pick yourself back up and be able to smile with your heart again.
From the sounds of things, you have a lot of people around you who love you and want you to be happy, and lord knows they will try. I know I do, so so will everyone else.
Lesson four: have fun in the land of the brum...if you go to Cadbury World, I'll be so jealous of you...
*thinks* I want to go Alton Towers...sometime soon I'll go. Maybe I should write that on my blog, as opposed to filling up this comment box with this, but I thought I'd share that with you.
Peace, love and tranquility hunny x x x
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