here I opened wide the door; Darkness there, and nothing more.

i am finding out that maybe i was wrong
that ive fallen down and i cant do this alone
stay with me
this is what i need please

sing us a song
and we'll sing it back to you
we could sing our own
but what would it be without you

i am nothing now
and its been so long
since ive heard a sound
the sound of my only hope
this time i will be listening

sing us a song
and we'll sing it back to you
we could sing our own
but what would it be without you

this heart, it beats
beats for only you

my heart is yours

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I am acctually really depressed. I've just cut my arm on the loose lock on the bathroom door, there's blood everywhere. I've stopped bleeding but there is still blood on the sheet and on my arm and shirt. I can't be bothered to move.

I'm so upset with some people. I don't know why, i just am. I just wish.. well no, i don't wish at all anymore.

Die.