Wait for the ground to stop moving underneath my only fear

Hello,

I had a rather miserable day on saturday, i just couldn't get out the rut. I went home. I sat on a train and went home. I got home about midnight. Never get the last bus from manchester on a saturday night, Blokes keep saying rude things to me, and people looked at me funny when i cried.

I got home, and Oliver and Joe came over. Talked to me and cheered me up. And went home.

I saw Sara, Kim, Joe and Oliver on sunday. it was amazing to see them. I miss them all already. I love them all so much.

Then i got home.

Walked past 's n m supplies', double checked to make sure, it made me laugh.

I was having a really happy day, i thought it was a sign of things to come, then i got miserable and realised it was just a phase.

I have just written the cards and other things to send up north for kim and Oliver's birthdays. I hope they like their stuff. I've written 'not to be opened until 12th (oliver) 13th (kim).' So that they open them on their birthday. I miss them. And i know, Lucky kim, friday the 13th. Last time her birthday was on friday the 13th she was 13. it was a weird day, Braiden Howard convinced her she was going to die. Apparently it was a full moon aswel. And now they're 19. fucking hell that sounds wrong. Were does the time go?

Anyway, must go, got to mope.