Why today has sucked

Joe - Enough said

Lack of sleep - i had 3 hours, woo. great, now will someone pass the narcolepsy.

The Shower - Hurt me because i walked into it and hurt my leg. Also i spilt some of my incredibly great exfoliant in my cuts and then i forgot to shave my legs

Therapy - it really blew today, i just kept crying and she kept trying to get things out of me and i just ended up sobbing and it was pointless and she was asking awkward quesitons about my grandad and my past with boys and i just wanted to hit her very very very hard because i didn't have a clue what she was on about and i just couldn't hack it. Pus the fact it was 8am. And i just DIDN'T want to talk about any of that crap at 8am when i felt like shit anyway. It sucked.

Dom - I miss him a lot.

My toe - Feels like it's dying, it's all swelled up and not meant to bend the way it does.

Money - Sucks. Don't even open that chapter.

Uni work - OH MY GOOD GOD HOLY HELL STOP GIVING ME FUCKING ASSIGNMENTS AND THEN MAKING ME QUE FOR 30 MINUTES TO BE TOLD THAT I'VE LEFT A PIECE OF PAPER OUT AND THEN QUEUE AGAIN FOR AN HOUR! FUCKING UNI STAFF NEED TO BURN!

ahem

and then Jill - She's left now, and it's like someone's died. I live here, on my own, In my house and i miss her real bad, I keep crying and stuff cause i miss having her around to yell when i dye the carpet and don't celan the microwave plate.

in short my day has been terrible, and i'm miserable, and i feel like crying and crawling into a ball. I think i might do that soon, I'm just getting more and more wound up sat here.

Me x