I appear to have missed my blog-versery

Hello,

Well on the 12th of november it was my 2 year blogversery. It's weird, two years ago i wrote this:


"that friday feeling = tiredness!

hello,

hope your all well. ok well my friday started badly becasue i got up 20 minutes late leaving me 10 minutes to get ready for school, great! how stupid do i feel. anyway in the panic of the morning rush i forgot to do my hair and had to do it in my free period one. linzies dad kindly gave us a lift though, seen as we were both running rather late.

anyway in my free, i didnt do much talked to my darling and forever loved linzie (whilst wearing her gorgeous long lurvley scarf) and admired nicks new gorgeous cherry red electric guitar, i spoke to linzie about a private matter and drank a ribena and ate a bacon sandwhich and dreaded the evilness that was lingering on the horizon ........... psychology! great.

Anyway i went to psychology and had a naff lesson with kirsty and then met linzie at our lockers at break and she showed me the most gorgeous picture ever .... ian watkins hips! tatooed and lurvley! ummmm yum! he has nice arms. then went to media and got shit loads of homework, this was like the king of all media homeworks weve ever got, its awfull.
had lunch rather unintresting i had a potatoe with tuna and a miniature iron brew bottle, then i went to english language where i sat with martin and frances and martin got malteasers for being a clever moose, and frances didnt mention barm cakes once, martin said 'calm your fiesty self' a few times thouhg, and him and frances only passed one 'picture messgae' (aka a message they didnt want me to see) today! yey!

ok day ended got a lfie home went to work, harriet got moody becasue i refused to work till 9pm for her and left at 7:30pm, my mum brought me home tired and thoughtful, had a short but intresting convo with my darling friend sara on the phone and then came online, as we speak i am tlking to martin, sara, and joe. anyway gonna go and think and get warm

kate x "

GOD! SO much has changed since then. Me and Linzie don't talk, Martin also appears to be ignoring me. I don't work in the chippy, and harriet hadn't worked there for about a year before i left for uni. I really do kind of miss that life. Talking to all my friends, no serious problems with anyone and havning a simple, work, school, friend system. Funny, at the time i didn't apprechiate it. God, i even said LOL then too.

And then one year ago i posted this:

" Meine wochenede (yes i know i've used this title before)

Well weekend has been interesting..........

Well saturday day was good, went to manchester with Nick and bought some converse, saturday evening was emotionaly destroying, hate to sound over dramatic, but it was. It resulted in me drinking far too much at Joe's, eating one too many sausage rools and a chicken korma. I got very wrecked, and went online and Dom got really worried about me, and came to visit me at 2:30am, and didn't leave until 4:30am, he's such a great help, more so than alcohol.

Sunday has been again quite emotionally difficult. Some decisions were made that make me happy, some not so much, But they're getting sorted, just one factor left and it'll be perfect, granted that factor might take a while.

Anyway i have figured that todays decision might work, but i'm not going to stay with it forever. I need to stop writing ambiguous blogs, but certain restrictions stop that.

Anyway,

love a more sober, still fair miserable Katie x"

.... And i think we all know what that was in reference to. Since then so much has changed.

It's werid reading about a time where i acctually seemed happy. i can't put my finger on it though. Maybe i've just changed.