One discovers, when it's too late, that the only thing one never regrets are ones mistakes.

As the year goes, people reflect, people think, people dwell and people change. For some reason the passing of one year creates a nostalgia that no one cares to understand. at 11:59 on the 31st of december every year we are happy drinking with friends, or having a quiet night in, or whatever it is we happen to be doing. By 00:01 on the 1st of January we are sobbing into our glasses or taking quiet reflection on what could very well happen in the next year that will make our lives all that much better, or worse. Or if said year is coming to an end, what will happen that can change you as a person, or your dynamics in any number of areas. So i feel it would only be fair to give in to this nostalgia train and outline exactly what's changed for me in 2006, and what i hope will happen in 2007. So here goes.

On the 31st of December 2005 i wrote this. And i came to the conclusion that a lot has changed, and a lot has stayed the same:

This year i only saw one famous band in concert, that band being muse, but i did go to several wonderful local gigs/piss ups that were very fun

I've passed my A levels, however badly, and i'm at uni now, which is ok

Attended some more good parties

I still spend too much time on my laptop, albeit it's a different laptop, and still watch too many films

I'm no longer with Nick

I still have a frank iero obsession and the cd player i got last xmas

Lost a fair few friends, and one very special uncle

Still doing stupid things, I'll post my comedic highlights later on

Retook all three bad habits

Still drink too much

Left sixth form, now at uni

Well, that's last years blog dealt with. Things have gone too quickly and too badly this year. 2006 has been quite shoddy all told, and i'm not holding much hope for the '07 either. But that's because i'm a bitter pessemist.

Now what do i want to happen in '07? hmmm I'd like a boy? And to become good with money, and to stop being all crazy. I want to write some mail to the tampax company. I want to take responsibility for my life and my actions. I want to learn not to regret things. I want to carry on listening to metal music and watching german films. But most of all, the thing i want more than anything in the world, is to make the people who mean so much to me know that no matter where i am, which bed i'm in, which train i'm on, which person i am with, i'll always be there. Because i feel that in 2006 i didn't do my very very best to make people know how much they meant to me, and i made some big mistakes, and i hurt people.

I wish you all a very happy, fun, crazy, and very very optimistic 2007

Oh i also intend to blog more frequently, and maybe do some work.But you know, that's never going to happen.

'Be young, Be foolish, But be happy'

Blog out.