Poorly Monkey

I am a very sicky Monkey. i have a bad cold and being being sick, not to mention my ears, and to make it all worse i am now really cold. In an effort to make myself better i have drank shed loads of pineapple juice.

Nostalgia hit today, i went for a drive with Katie, we went over to Bacup and i felt weird because Nick wasn't there anymore 'cause he's gone back to uni, then i felt even weirder 'cause we drove back through waterfoot and the chippy and the co op an past the bus stops and past sixth form and i just felt so weird, it feels like yesterday and now it's all gone. All the lovely friends i had there that i never talk to anymore, like James and Joanne who appear to make no effort anymore. And i just miss it. I dunno, it's all rather upsetting. I was happy at sixth form, well in year 13 anyway. I had a good relationship with a nice boyfriend, Wonderful friends and lots of them, Good grades, Got the work done, Fewer arguements with Mum and Dad than i do now. I just miss it. More than anythnig i miss Nick and my Friends. I have new friends now, but my old ones are gone, well most of the time it feels like it.

Sorry that was mopey, but i am hormonal and ill, i'm gonna go read some more and then go bed and nurse my sore head.

Katie x

Ps: East is East is amazing.