Hello,
well i honestly feel completely shit. I had a party last night which was good but it's the only good thing to happen this side of forever and i feel like it would be better to blog about it when i am not in a festering pit of despair.
Tonight something really shit happened. I can't blog about it, because it's one of those things you can't blog about, because it effects everyone in your life who cares about you, and i'd rather it not.
I'll keep walking this same road, but i don't know where it's going. I know my blogs are usually shit and pointless but i guess i try my best to keep the moody me out of it. but i can't at the moment. I feel so crap and so tired and so down, i just want to get better. but there is about one of my friends who's not one wording me at the moment, which proves my point about me being worthless and shit. shit shit shit.
I am going to go now. I have to think and sleep.
I just want to get better. Is that too much?
Sunday, March 18, 2007
I said that i don't ned you, but i'm a liar, I swear i do, i do.
Posted by Katie at 4:12 PM
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you are far from worthless and shit. I don't know what happened, and not going to pry. You're a series of boxes like no one I've ever met. (I don't even quite know what that means, but it sounded good in my sleep riddled state)
My mind is working overtime as to what you're talking about, and as it's going to one thing, I pray to God that I'm not right, because It's happened to too many people I know and it's the sharpest dagger.
You're not worthless or shit (said twice, must be true) as you're one of my favourite people on this big ass rock. And out of 6.5billion people,that's not too shabby a credential. I love you with all my heart K, I know that doesn't stand for much or help any, but just know that some people think much highly of you then you do. I wish people could swap eyes for a day, so they can see themselves as others see them. I'm gonna work on that tech, I'll make a fortune.
I'll end this with a quote
"The world is like a ride in an amusement park and when you choose to go on it you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and around and around and it has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud. And it's fun - for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question; is this real? Or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, and they say, "Hey, don't worry, don't be afraid, ever, because... this is just a ride."
-Bill Hicks.
It's just a ride hunny, so don't ever worry.
(early morning turns me into pretentious git apparently)
<3<3<3<3
(emo hearts to balance)
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