Thursday, March 29, 2007

Seriously

I am fed up of half my friends running around crying cause they broke a nail, so and so doesn't fancy them, they can't go somewhere cause of such and such and they are just being general pains.

i know i am exactly the same but for god sakes, try getting some real problems. Try being seriously ill, try watching people you love die, try being among the poor in afrcia, i wish they'd try anything to show them that these things aren't the end of the world. when did my friends all loose their backbones?

I'll be the first to admit i'm the same, But i guess by textbook defo i am ill. I just, i try to avoid miserable blogs unless it's completely necessary, but i don't know, i'm just pissed off. People seem to be all about themselves and i can't stand it anymore. Today i have fixed so many people's trival problems, it's just stupid. Things happen, move on. Get over it for fucks sakes. You loose a lot more people being miserable and moody and generally unpleasent. For example, you break up witha partner, or your grandad dies, so you're miserable, yes people understand that, 2 months later and you're still miserable? unless you're clinically depressed theres no excuse and you're just gonna loose even more than you already have.

For fucks sakes. A life form that loves to fantasise about it's own demise. Can you tell i'm annoyed?

1 comments:

chris said...

But...I want to go to Devon...and I want Jeremy to take me...but he won't because he doesn't fancy me because of my broken nail...

And it's honestly just so much easier to be depressed then happy, I should know.

Positivity is a bitch, it's honestly a skill more tha state of mind. I have loads of little niggles, I'm single with no prospects, I have a job I hate where I'm in pain most times I'm on the job and the people I want to see the most are the people I see the least. Also, the only reason I haven't taken a knife to myself is because I know it won't make me better.
But you know what? fuck them. I have friends I love who are my carriers, I have a supportive family. I have the financial ability to do what I want and I'm (hopefully) going back into education to learn something incredible AND see the world at the same time.

It's so easy to be caught up in the stuff that gets you down. People like feeling sorry for themselves, they like people bandying around them, hugging them and saying "it's ok, so and so is a bastard" because people, no matter what, like attention. And if there's someone laughing their ass off, next to someone slumped over and in tears, which one are you going to focus your attention on?

Chris Slater was a noted psychiatrist in the field of depression, having won the Young Psychiatry award (commonly known as the Freudies) 3 times consecutively.

He threw himself under a bus after finding out that the girl he fancied was actually not a fan of Battlestar Galactica.