Nothing seems as pretty as the past # 2

I have seen the rain
I have felt the pain
I don't know where I'll be tomorrow
I don't know where I'm going
I don't even know where I've been
But I know I'd like to see them again

Spend my days just searching
Spend my nights in dreams
Stop looking over my shoulder,baby,
I stopped wondering what it means.

I have seen the rain
I survived the pain


Hey. Ok i am aware i have not blogged in forever. In my defense i wrote on about a week back, but my sister distracted me so i will start this one again now, it might be long, but it might be short, it's a surprise.

Well first things first, I am in a miserable mood if you don't like it you can jump ship now.

Second thing is how busy i have been. Whenever i go home i get swamped with things to do. friends, events, relitives etc. I've been so damn busy it's insane. And now i am sat using a uni computer cause i left my laptop at home. clever katie. Well tomorrow i have to tidy like i've never tidied before, and pack too. There's someone coming from the tennant agency at 5pm to do a viewing on the house, so it has to be tidy by then, then after they've gone i am goig to start chucking my stuff into bin bags ready for my dad to come on saturday and pick me and all my shit up. I will also walk around the house with a bin bag and make sure i throw away EVERYTHING with financial information on it. So they don't go ape shit when they find out about my financial hu-jitz.

secondly i have a new iPod. it's cool. Not cute as such. i wanted the 8gb one that was cute, but i know i would have broken in or filled it to fast. this one is a 30gb white one, i adore it. I thought i had broken it a second ago when listening to stone sour rather loudly in the library, but it turned out to be the gao between the song and the secret track. I scared myself. I shall make sure i don't leave it on a bus this time.

I've had my hair done. Jessica did it for me last night. It's now black with purply/reddy streaks. I prefer it to my massive chunk of blonde, which i lvoed so i must love this one quite a lot. it's cool. it's all purple and black and i like it. 'cept now my hair is massive cause the bleach used dried it all out.

What else has happened? Hmm i had a blood test the other day, to test my thyroid levels, i was meana ring up to check my results today but i forgot. my nana has been diagnosed with hypothyroidism or sumat and i display a lot of the symptoms so my mum suggested i get tested. So i did, so i'll keep you up to date on that one.

What else? hmmmmm oh i went to the meet last saturday which was fun, nice to meet the faces behind the names etc. Everyone was so lovely, and Jane brought pop rocks. And i had yummy ice cream, and then me nick claire and ali went caching, which was funny. Nick got stuck in a bush.

Oh my god i looked like a right mong on the train. I was reading Lullaby by Chuck Palaniuk and i was at the end and it was so sad but then it got really good and happyish again, but it was really quite sad. He's such a good writer, so powerful and it's just amazing. really hard hitting, sometimes extremem but i just adore it so much. I loved fight club too, i like fightclub more, but i still loved this one. when i get paid i am giving amazon a visit and purchasing another one. Maybe diary, i am not sure. I am kind of contemplating taking american psycho out of the library, but it looks thick and the writing is really small and i'm not really that interested in it. I also want a copy of girl interrupted, mainly because of how much i love the film. I mean it's just so amazing. Liza Roe is such an amazingly insane and perfect character, and she's played so well, and obviously crazy :p watch this and see how perfect and flawed she is but oh so attractive and lovely. i can't even explain it, i think being drawn to her is one of the points of the film...





Well that's enough of the books and films that i adore, for now.

What else is there. oh yes, i think i failed my exam.

right i think that is all. Hmm yes, for now.

I shall go and concentrate on cheering up.

Katie x