I can't change the world, trying to make a difference makes it worse, it's just an observation i can't ignore... that people should smile more.

Newton Faulkner - People should smile more. One of my favourite songs at the moment. i do love it so.

So what have i been up to at the moment then? Well i went home for the weekend to witness oliver becoming an old git. it was fun. I talked Sara into coming up too and we had a good weekend (no sara, not boss... good). Just chilled out for a large part of it and then went drinking and watching DVD's and went shopping, it was just really good to see her 'cause i aint seen her since like, april and we used to see each other everyday back in the olden times :p. but she's the next one to be turning twenty, so then i get to call her old and because i am young i will be the last one to be mocked, not having my birthday until august. I never thought i'd like being young but i do now. So HAPPY BEING OLD OLIVER. And on a side note, how the fuck have you survived it to twenty you jammy sodd? i'm sure you should have died atleast twice by now.

Anyway... onto other things. I wore this like stupid dress to go out on satruday and i mean come up. With what i am packing chest wise i should have been able to hold it up but it was IMPOSSIBLE. that dress was pure evil there was no two ways about it. and my feet are still sore. I did have a cracking weekend, all told. I mean it was sodding good, better than sodding good, just pure amazing.

I have a lecture tomorrow and then work. So tomorrow should be fair busy, but i don't mind. I also have to go the finance section of uni and beg for a week extension on my rent, otherwise i don't think screwed quite descibes how screwed i'll be.

On another note has anyone noticed what a dive rawtenstall has become? it's like a awah with drugs and violence and it just doesn't feel safe anymore. does anyone know what i mean? I'm glad to be back, i mean where i live is hardly the ritz but it's no where near as bad as it could be, atelast i can walk around and not be scared of being raped and murdered by a crack addict. I mean drug wise we've all been there at some point, but i mean i think an addiction to it shows a serious lack of character and like seeing as 80% (guestimate) of people where i live up north are on drugs and it's just like, i am scared for my grandparents and old people who are so naive to it. I just want to hug them and wrap them up in cotton wool. I just mean, i know i don't live in teh ghetto or out, but it's bad. I might be alone in thinking that. Oh well.

We'll all continue living this life of sex drugs and rock and roll, and we'll probably all die soon :p