(Don't quote me on this)
I woke up this morning, and i felt different. I realised i can stop holding on to everything at home because it is falling apart despite my best efforts. I realised that some people are gone out of my life, and i didn't care. I came to the conclusion that this is MY life and i could live it the way i wanted, and this is how i want to live it. I don't want to be anywhere other than right here at this moment in time.
Yeah i miss the past and the ones that have gone. But i mean, if i dwell on it it's just going to stunt my progression in overcoming this depression. And i've been depressed for too long now. It's getting old, and boring and horrid but all we can do is try.
I realised this morning that i have to try.
Thursday, November 22, 2007
It's funny how it tears me apat.
Posted by Katie at 5:48 AM
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3 comments:
Go for it honey. It isn't easy but if you want it, to be happy and put the depression behind you, you can do it. Out of all the people I know you've faced so much, and I know you can beat it. I'm here every step of the way if you need me. Good luck
*hugs* good for you Katie!
Depression is a bitch. I hope you get to the point where it's in the past (for good) very soon
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