I'm drinking myself to sleep again, Nightnurse pills to keep me sane

Recently I’ve not been sleeping very well. I mean, it might be because of a change of my medication but that should be stabilising out now, ‘cause I’ve been on it for a while. I thought it could be because I was using my computer or watching 10 things I hate about you repeatedly before bed. So I stopped doing that. Then I thought it could be the fact I sleep with the light on, but I’m stupidly scared of the dark so I decided not to give that one a try. All in all I had about 4 hours sleep last night, and spent about 3 tossing and turning trying to sleep before that. So I have decided to keep a personal sleep diary to see if and how things are improving, ‘cause I do desperately need some sleep.

I am at work at the moment and I have an exam at 2, I’m not looking forward to it. Last night I though I knew my stuff but now I am not so sure, I am nervous and really need a coffee.

So what for the rest of the week…. Well, I have a lecture tomorrow morning where I will get my essay back; I hope I did ok on it I did try hard. And I have to give a group presentation tomorrow afternoon that I am dreading more than this exam, especially because we’ve not rehearsed.

On Thursday I am not getting out of bed until 2.30 and that’s because I have work for an hour from 3-4, then I coming home and going straight back to bed because I figure that’ll be adequate time to catch up and a good way to celebrate that I have done with my assignments! Hurrah!

On Friday I am at work from 1-7 so I won’t be getting up until 1.30 I reckon :p and then I am just generally chilling out.

On Saturday Rhodesy is coming down, so I will be meeting him and getting dolled up for our Christmas night out at the joy of joys, the planet. Which shall be fun, and then very hung overly getting a coach home on Sunday morning and being picked up by my sister.

Oh yeah, well I’m sure everyone wants details about what happened on Thursday don’t they? So Joe came over, to go to Mel’s planet night out, it was a very very good night. I don’t remember seeing Joe except on 2 occasions, one where he took my keys, and the other when he paid me in. I spent most of the night with a guy called Matt and for some reason ended up and his and Kelly’s house in the bed that we’d broke doing the filming mentioned in a previous post. I was VERY drunk and I danced like a prat. Anyway I rolled home at about midday on Friday to find that Joe and Mel weren’t in my room where I thought they were and half the reason I’d gone back to Matt n Kelly’s and a security guard had in fact let them into Mel’s room as she’d left her keys in Kelly’s bag. Mentalist. It was a good night though. Two photo’s have surfaced, both of me, Mel and our Flat mate charlotte who we bumped into, but both of them are way to embarrassing to publish here!

Oh and I decorated the kitchen with paper chains I made from left over wrapping paper :D

So anyway, I hope this is a sufficient update. I should go now, and do some work.

I can’t wait to go home, and don’t want Mel to go home cause I’ll be all lonely.

Love Katie x

PS: No Joe my blog does not look like a bruiser bar.