Stupid Fucking Amazon

grrr, while browsing some books for my course i accidently clicked the one click place order button charging some ridiculous amount to my mum's card, anyway, she's had to take it from my greece money because i can't find away to cancel it, i've now managed to turn the one click order function off thank god, that could get dangerous.

So since i made the stupid decision to go cold turkey med wise i have become more active, i don't know why. I clean more, which can only be good considering my shit tip of a bedroom, i cook more too. I've made so many things from scratch i am quite proud of myself. I mean, i can cook well but while i was on the sertraline i was too lazy to do it, i just wanted to sleep all the time. Now i have made all sorts of wonderful dishes, and the diet has improved the stomach aches i kept having because i am acctually getting vitamins now. I made a lovely chicken and corgette pasta sauce the other day. I've made sweet and sour pork, Paella, rizzotto, more pasta, and me and nick made lots of stew on saturday night. I also discovered that my wardrobe resembles that of a 70's hippy, i don't own many items of clothing that aren't made from wool or covered in flowers :s, I like it anyway :) Don't get me wrong, being off the meds is stupid and i'm not better, but it's nice to feel more like me, and if they're not working then atleast i get this from not being on them, if that makes sense? but if i start behaving like a loon again and returning to stupid things i promise i'll do back on them. I'm starting to accept this is just part of who i am, is that giving up? i don't know anymore

I have so many dvd's now, that i have bought and not watched, it's bizzarre, these include (to name but a few)

True Romance
The Science of Sleep
The Black Dahlia
Plup Fiction (i know i NEED to watch that one)
and Almost Famous

I need to work through them but i have so much more reading to do this term, not only the key texts for my lit module but all the political rubbish they keep giving us to read for vietnam in america, it's quite heavy content wise, a lot of fact and information i don't fully understand. Oh well, that's why i took the module though, to find out more. Nothing intrigues me more than war, i know that sounds bad, but it is one of my main topics of interest at the moment, it just draws me in so much. I can't get enough information on it.

Anyway, so here are some of the very very few photos (if you want more check my facebook) from thursday night out... enjoy: