These are the voices of time, and they're all saying goodbye to you

Hello,

Well another week, no blog. Same old same old. Well i'll start with weekend.

So on friday i got sara and kim and everyone from various areas and we all came back and smoked, drank and slept. which was fun in itself. On saturday me, kim, rhodesy and dom went into brum to get kim some shoes, and then we got nick. Later that night we proceeded to hit the town. It was amazingly fun and lovely. We met faye and matt at the club. I had fun minus being hit on by a really old and ugly take away man. Unfortunatly that was all the action i got that weekend (minus with kim. Then we came home and slept after everyone was nicely sozzled. and kim had the most AMAZING FALL i've ever seen. Also we had a taxi mix up, but in the end it all worked out for the best. We came home, slept. well me and Nick sletp, from what i gather 4 people passed out in a double bed and sara on the sofa. was a good night.

Onto other news, today i gave blood. it was bad. I've given blood before but it wasn't this bad. The initial needle skin thing hurts, but it goes away quite fast. It was the after thing. Let me explain, these past few weeks i have been really hating myself and the way i look, this is not out the ordinary for me, so i have been crash dieting for the past few days. I hadn't eaten today and as a result, when i gave blood i passed out, 3 times to be exact. It's not nice, i felt all hungry, then sick, then dizzy and hot, then i passed out and woke up with cramp. it wasn't fun. I was in there for miles longer than i should have been. God i am so weak.

Also i have changed my shampoo, i know that's not worth much to most of you but for all the girls out there i have changed from colour protection to garnier frutis volume boost shampoo, conditioner, and moose for when it's blow dried. It's really good. my hair's never felt so big, i highly recommend it.

So what am i up to at the moment? Watching sex and the ctiy and waiting for two pints to come on. Sex and the city makes me want to hurt people, and makes me hate myself even more. Look:






I mean come on! Shouldn't i look like that? Is that what realy women are meant to look like? I just can't help but sit here and feel sick because of how i look. Whenever we're out people are always drooling over my best friend kim, and it's always been that way. and i hate it. She get's first pick of the men she wants and i'm looky if i get one set of sloppy seconds. It's not fair. I hate being me. She's so damn perfect damn her.

Anyway, i didn't mean it to go into a rant like that. but what do you want me to say about it now? So anyway i am sat here envying the gorgeous women on sex and the city.

I'm going to go to bed, i know feel shit.

Katie x

ps: If anyone has any money solutions, let me know.