Hello,
So i guess i should write a blog of acctual substance.
Yesterday my my space blew up, so i had to recode it all. I think my space is under a lot of pressure recently seeing as it's not worked properly for about a week now, always undergoing maintenence and stuff.
Well what's happened today that should have made me happy...
I bagged myself nightmare before christmas for £3 pre-owned from te bargin bin in gamed, so i've been playing it on my DS. That should make me happy.
I saw Faye today, for the first time in two weeks, And she bought me a bear and a pen, and i have missed her. That should make me really happy.
Sara, Rhodesy, Oli, Dom and Kim are coming tomorrow, and Nick on saturday to go out a drinking at the planet. It should be fun, even if it's not really kim or Nick's musical cup of tea there is cheap beer. And they'll get to meet Faye n Matt n Scott. This should be making me REALLY happy.
But none of it is. I don't know what's wrong with me, i'm just so damn miserable all the time. I know i shouldn't be blogging about it, especially after the really hard time that Claire got for being depressed (i know i was one of the ones being hard on her). I mean i've been this way for years now, and if not i feel like it's been years, But it's been really bad recently. I just want to sit around and mope. I just feel terrible, and i know i am terrible and i know i am useless and all i can do is mope. I can't feel like i can pick myself up anymore. It is horrible. I just want to sleep but i can't sleep, "depression is the only reason you can stay in bed all day long and still get a bad nights sleep".
Right i think i'll move on, schedule:
10am-1pm lecture on adaptation
2.05pm- meet sara at the train station
2.05-8.45pm doss around, shop, watch tv, tidy bedroom.
10pm- meet guys at coach station, bring home, sleep.
Right i'm going to go mope somemore somewhere else.
Out x
Thursday, April 19, 2007
This is my life and i'll live it, this is our life and it's how we're living it. This is me, This is you, This is life.
Posted by Katie at 3:14 PM
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It's ok, if you want to mope on your blogg then mope, if anyone gives you a hard time I'll tell them were to stick it for you. As always, here if you want to talk/vent/blub/mope/whatever. You weren't hard on me, you tried to snap me out of it, you were trying to help I know that so don't feel bad for it. I empathise with you more now than ever, I hope this weekend pulls you up a little honey. *hugs xxx
I miss coming home to someone. I did not realise till I had a friend stay over. Live on your own has it's disadvantages. At least you have lots of friends to rely on.
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