I was alone, falling free, trying my best to forget

Thing is right, I have amazing friends, but still i can't keep myself off the edge.

Recently i feel alone. Really alone. I have friends who love me but yet when i call them to discuss my bad day and i need someone to talk to, i get shouldered for small talk about ex's.

I don't know, i just feel like my friends don't know me anymore, and i don't know them. We're growing up and growing apart. Are we still friends because of habit? I don't even know anymore.

I guess i have to face the reality that what was once an amazing and strong square of four is now a loose and tired more loop shape.

I miss them, but it's quite clearly coming to an end.

And now here come the water works.