I don't think this one deserves a title.

I am completely miserable. I don't know why. I havn't slept but i'm not tired so i know that isn't the reason. I was quite alright this morning and now i just uncontrolably depressed for no reason and i don't want to talk to anyone so i have ended up blocking most people and i am going insane. i always feel like a silly little girl writing these things but i honestly don't know what else to do. I don't know what to do anymore i am just so depressed and so hurt and so upset and i can't stop crying. but i have to, because i have to get up and go to work and get up and do all these things to make everyone happy and i can't stop praying that maybe one day, soon, i had the courage to make it so i wouldn't get up at all.