So I didn’t want to go another week without bloging. I’ve been doing this too long to give up now, I refuse to bow down to the blog block monster and hang up my bloging towel.
I haven’t been doing much this week, just work mainly. Last weekend I went to Sara’s, which was a lot of fun. I should have bloged about that sooner so I could remember it all but seeing as I am rubbish I didn’t so these were the highlights… We went out for tea, which was nice, and Sara got a cow named ‘Charlie Carlos’. We went shopping, to the pub and won £4 on a quiz machine. We also gave each other stupidly bad make overs and had a girly night watching wife swap :p. I had a good time :)
OK so this weekend Joe is coming over and we’re going to the zoo, which will be really good. I can’t wait! I wish I could spell can-ay cause that would have sounded better, I CAN-AY WAIT!
You know what’s really bugging me at the moment? How my friends are all so appearance obsessed. Like if I know someone who they think is ugly and they give me a hard time about it? So what, you think they’re ugly is not their defining characteristic, they happen to be lovely caring people so what does it matter if they’re ugly! I’m getting a bit sick of the ‘are they stretch marks’ whenever I am getting changed or something, yes I am no slim Jim, and we all know that! Get over it, you pointing them out doesn’t make me feel any better about them, and the only thing I can do is try and get thinner, which is what I am doing now with swimming and dieting! Oh my good god I just didn’t realise my friends of all people were the people I had to try and be pretty for.
Urgh.
Bye.
ps: can you tell i am not dealing with my depression too well at the moment? cause everyone else seems to be able to. Fuckwits.
Friday, March 07, 2008
I can't imagine how incredibly painful it must be to be you.
Posted by Katie at 4:31 AM
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3 comments:
I know what you mean about the appearance thing, it drives me mad and you find it in the most unlikely people!
I could go into a big rant but I'll spare you :p
Jess x
I usually go out the house without even looking in a mirror. But then again, I have the lovely M to check on me
If all people care about is how you look then they won't be in your life very long. If you can see someones beautiful inside you're probably going to be friends forever. Tell them to get a personality transplant or watch Mean Girls, shallow plastics never last long.
Keep going, you're doing brillaintly xxxxx If you ever need to talk you know where I am. And we WILL get that darn elusive brew this easter xxxx
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