Instead of stressed, I lie here charmed.

Hey,

I was just sitting here doing nothing at all thinking of an excuse to put in my next blog about why i havn't been blogging recently, then i realised i could just be blogging instead.

So how are we all? I'm good thank you. I've been watching a daft amount of movies recently and one i was shocked to enjoy was black snake moan.It's about a religious samuel l jackson tying a promiscuous christina ricci to a raditor to repent her of her sins after he finds her half dead in the road. it's strangely good and they're both shockingly good at acting it. You should watch it anyway.

Also i wathed atonement this afternoon. It's very good, but also very odd. It's very very sad though. I can't figure out why it's so good it just is, i think it's clever the way it's filmed. What else have i watched recently.... Errr robots? that was quirky and fun in the pixar film way, especially the line : 'you see me getting smaller? that's me running away!'

On thursday i went to see Faye's sister in the muscial We will rock you. It's very good, they were shockingly good singers. It always makes me want to start singing again when i go to a show. A pipe dream and nothing more i guess.

Anyway, that's all for now i reckon. Oh i'm back on my anti depressants, yes, my brief stint off them was a stupid decision wasn't it? But i needed to do it to just feel myself again. Being so numb is strangely tiring and i just needed a break from it, even feeling that bad was good compared to how blank i felt, but now it's time to get on with life again chin up walk on and all that... even if that means doing it with a head full of what feel like personality tranquilisers. I guess this proves i was ill though.

Ok now that's all. Seriously.

Night folks. x

ps: Alton Towers tomorrow!!!! xxx