I laugh about the past, but secretly, i wish i could go back.

So I was late for work this morning, I have no idea what happened. I got up, had a shower, and had some toast and a coffee, the next thing I know my manager is on the phone asking where I am. I am very confused; I think I must have fallen asleep or something. Bizarre.

So my nose is pretty sore, mainly due to the fact I’ve accidently ripped it out twice, but for the most part it’s happy and healthy, if I a bit crusty. I’ve also had the pink put back in my hair, which is good ‘cause I loved it. But at the moment it looks like someone has highlighted my scalp because there’s still pink dye there. It’s funny. I have to go try and find a titanium nose wire in my lunch because I keep accidently knocking a stud out, so if I can find a titanium one I will attempt to change it myself. Which may hurt a bit but I’m sure it’ll be worth it in the end. Also I have lost a stone, my family keep commenting that I’ve lost a bit of wait but I hadn’t noticed it myself, I still looked a bit of a chunk, but the scales say I’ve lost a stone, so woo. I doubt anyone other than my mother can notice because she obsesses over criticising my appearance.

I had a nice weekend this weekend. I went home again, as I mentioned in my last blog, and pretty much spent the weekend dossing around. I watched some TV with dad, and played Wii golf and had a ride in the new car, I had my hair done, had one very good’s nights sleep, got my ass whipped at call of duty 4, again and just generally had a pretty nice weekend. I’m looking forward to summer now, just because I want my bed, even though I love uni a lot.

Err I don’t think there’s anything else to report. Err I’m being forced to learn to drive over summer and I’m trying to convince mum to go halves on a £300 car for me for a cheap run around if I pass. You can get a fairly decent bubble fiesta for £300 don’t you know! :p plus that way I can drive to visit people instead of having to get the stupid train, retards. But I am strangely looking forward to it, I’m considering booking a driving lesson for this weekend and starting early here. It shall be good, I did like driving, and I did take to it, it was just too expensive. But mum and dad want me to learn while I am still at home so I actually get it done rather than just putting it off forever.

OK gonna go finish my essay, and then at lunch beg for an extension to my tutor’s for Wednesday’s essay and oh bugger I need to do some revision for my Wednesday exam.

Crap.

Katie x

I know, the days will come and go,
But baby I’ll grow old, but I will die.
For now, is it worth it to be sad, if it’s harder to be glad to be alive?
For the trouble I have caused
I wonder,
Where do I belong?

Is it here?