We're out of time and i can't breathe, i told you not to believe in me

Hey,

I know i know! in my defense i wrote a blog on wednesday but it was in the middle of the maintenence thing and it got deleted. So anyway, what's new.

Well a lot is new, the newest thing being my new nickless life style after my nose stud. It makes me sad, not sad enough to regret doing it but sad he doesn't value me enough to get over it. It didn't hurt, it was quick it painless, he sat me down, shot me in the face and then i left with a little green stud in my nose. I love it, it's a bit swolen and i keep gettting scared when i sneeze, and i have to sleep with a plaster over it as it's no back and might fall out in the night, but after 4 weeks i can change it and i am going to get this cute little black titanium nose wire with a pink stone in it which will just stay in on it's own. One thing i did get told though was 'don't make out with anyone when you've just had it done', by god they were right. Matt got overly friendly and drunk last night and kissed me, a few times and it hurt. And then he thought i found him unattractive because it hurt that much to kiss him that i couldn't do it. :$ darn it, damn nose stud getting in the way of me and hot men i kind of like.

Anyway, i am mightily work stressed. my disertation proposal has gone in, one of my essays has 400 words left to be written, the one due for tuesday i havn't started. i have an exam on wednesday and then a week off and two more exams the week after. it's a fun life. But then it's summer and it's less than 2 weeks until greece now! I am so excited it's untrue!

I am going home after work tonight, i just want my bed and a sense of familiarity after i've had a chunk of it cut out so irrationally and suddenly. people say it's my choice and i made him leave, but it's not, it's his. It's my nose, and it's Nick's problem.

Anywho, i shall upload piccies when i get a half decent one.

I'll blog soon, i promise.

Katie x