How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye?

Hello,

So i know i haven't blogged for a very long time. Truth is i have nothing to say really. I've been as depressed, workloaded, busy and drunk as usual so what's new to say except this terrible news:

Yesterday Karen Pacey, Joe's mum, passed away. No one knew she had so little time left and she died half an hour before Joe made it home to see her. We all knew she was sick but we all thought she had ages left but the cancer spread to her spine and her stomach and she got sick through the chemo and through coughing broke some ribs and died at home. Words cannot describe bad we all feel. She was a part of so many people's lives and will be more than missed. All that we can do now is be there for Joe as he has to work through this really difficult time. That's what sucks most about these kind of situations, the lack of control. We've all spent a while crying over this, and i can sense we will spend a while longer, and i'd be shocked if Joe ever stopped crying. I just hope it gets better for everyone, especially Joe, Soon.

I'm going home tonight, to see Joe and my own mum and just to be home.

Sorry this was such a depressing update.

Katie x