It's gettin' dark, too dark for me to see

So... that's that i guess. Joe's mum's funeral was on monday, it was horrible. I mean it was a lovely service, and a lovely ceremony etc but it was just unbearably sad. There isn't really much to say about it. The hardest bit was easily steve's speach, he said 'i think i loved Karen more the day she died than the day we met', and that was horrible. I know the sentiment etc was lovely, but it was just a really hard, really testing, really upsetting day. And i truly wish she was still here and that none of them had to go through that day.